I’m sitting here beside you
I hold your hand, I wish you knew
The love you gave was plenty
A soul with wings that flew
A smile and subtle whisper
You gave me, at least it seemed
I know you love me, despite
Despite the tear upon the seams
The sparkle in your eyes
It gives it all away
Your heart is big and wondrous
So wondrous, as you lay
Sometimes I wondered why you left
Wondered why you walked away
But I know now, it wasn’t lack of love
It was just easier that way
The love was just too strong
And you feel, every little thing
I know it has been so long
So now beside you, I sit and sing
Singing you this song
A simple melody
Cause I know it won’t be long
God is taking you from me
He is taking away your spirit
Not the love that you gave to me
Because the memories are all right here
And that’s where they’ll always be
I suppose, the only dad I knew
Besides, both of mine are gone
My love was always true
I’ll wipe my tears, I’ll be strong
Thank you for the kiss
But it’s not a kiss goodbye
Just a little reminder
That you’ll stay right by my side
I see it in your eyes
You love me, say it’s true
I see it, now forgive me
And let me forgive you too
I wish, please be at peace
And rest, but take a nap
Not ready for you to leave
Let me sit upon your lap
What can I do, if nothing
At least, let me kiss your hand
Take my heart, it’s already in pieces
I know, my gesture is not too grand
But I don’t have much to give
Only what’s left inside my soul
I sit here and I’m alone
A pit, an empty hole
Battered, torn, and shaken
Somehow still, I have love to give
But please don’t be mistaken
I have longer left to live
The kids are in good hands
In his, and in mine too
Our lives apart, together
Without the whole I do
But the love is there, you know it
In my heart and in his too
And rest assured, we’ll show it
When the sky’s black, and when it’s blue
Take ahold of what’s still here
Like I hold your lifeless hand
I will never ever forget you
When you’re far off in another land
Please let go of any anger
Resentment of what remains
Let go of all that hurts you
Let’s clean up all the stains
Again and again I tell you
I love you every day
On the days I didn’t tell you
There’s not much that I can say
Regrets I live through haunt me
Night terrors when I sleep
Wind smacking against the window
Here’s a promise, I promise to keep
One day my one and only
One day I’ll vow to him
One day I’ll meet his daddy
To his arms is where I’ll swim
But I never will forget
Forget the love you gave
Wish I had more time
But what is time to save
Leaving on this note
The ending to my song
Part of me lies there with you
And part of me lives on
But know that when I leave
Leaving only for the day
I pray that you’ll recover
And tell me you’re O.K.
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Beautiful! I’ve been thinking about my dad a lot these past few days (it’ll be 6 months since he died), and this really touched me.