The angels weep
While they watch me sleep
They watch me night and day.
My feet get cold
My heart keeps crying
But they watch me anyway.
Although I can’t hear them
I know that they whisper
The things they shouldn’t say.
But time goes on
And I’m still crying
How I wish they’d all fly away.
I’m sorry for lying
I’m sorry you’re not
Pretend that I’m hiding
I’m sleeping a lot.
I dread that you watch me
Watching night after night
My ugliness crying
I’m such a pitiful site.
Keep watching little angel
Watch me while I weep
Keep watching my ugly
But don’t make a peep.
I’m tired and I’m lonely
And I’m needing my sleep
But you watch me my angels
Like I’m some kind of treat.
I’m not pretty, I’m not good
Why look at me like that
I’m dark, misunderstood
My heart is turning black.
I want to stay pure
To be kind, like you want
But you angels fly above me
With your wings that you flaunt.
I put the pillow over my face
To hide how I really feel
I cover my eyes, nose, and cheeks
But I’m somehow still revealed.
Why wake me up
Night after night
I’m trying to sleep
Please turn out the light.
It’s hopeless, I suppose
I’m doomed now for good
My angels won’t leave me
But I know that they should.
I don’t want your protection
I’m bad, can’t you see
I’m nothing, I’m no one
Dear angels,
Oh why won’t you leave.
I’ve begged you, I’ve pleaded
I’ve asked you so nice
But you come back and haunt me
Like hot water, with ice.
Fine then, just stay
I’ll sit here, I’ll lay
What more can I do,
I suppose I’ll obey.
Maybe if I smile
Perhaps you’ll let me be
Maybe if I stop crying
You’ll stop taunting me.
Maybe you’re really good
I suddenly don’t feel as sad
Maybe I’ve misunderstood
Maybe angels aren’t really that bad.
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I don’t want your protection
I’m bad, can’t you see
I’m nothing, I’m no one
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beautiful