Holding on, knowing I shouldn’t
Trying to breathe, barely grasping enough air
Still, like a moment hasn’t passed
Still here, but falling, more like drowning
Misery loves me, maybe it loves you more
You left, so why return now that I’m sinking
Don’t watch me bleed
Don’t hide me from your thoughts
Don’t bury me with your past mistakes
Is that all I am
You stole from me
Stole my smile
My heart
Why am I happy
Why do I smile so much
Why do I laugh
You stole it
But don’t give it back
I know you’re happy
Are you happy
Then I’m happy
I’m fine
Living without you, I’m fine
Just fine
Fine, without you
Fine, like the hair on your head
It leaves the way you left me
It falls the way I fell, the way you fell
The way we fall together every time, as if…
No time has passed
Time is nothing
Experiences without you are nothing
Life without you
Shattered traces of you everywhere
Take them with you
Don’t leave me with this mess
Your mess
All yours
Take it back, it’s broken
Take it when you go
Let it all go
Let go
Let it all roll
Roll it down the hill, or the street even better
Let it walk with us, let it run
Run away from you, from me, from us
From what we had
Don’t give me a taste
If you won’t be mine
Take your taste back
Take it I say
Missing piece, half is gone
More than half because we are one
Not that you said so, but you did
Not that I said so, but I wish I did
One, because He said, He wants, He destined
No one else
Ever
Will
Compare
But still, go away
Go on and leave
No trace, leave nothing behind
No memory, no soul, no me, no you
But don’t you ever cry
Don’t cry cause you miss me
Don’t cry cause it hurts
I can’t bear the breaking
Your eyes, your hands, your soul, you
Don’t break, but you’re broken I know
It’s late
Wait
Don’t go
No matter how much time passed
No matter our aging faces
Our losing hair
Losing sleep
No matter nothing
Take it back, I beg you
Don’t cry
For my heart will break even more
And there’s nothing left to shatter
I won’t say goodbye
Never
I tell you be happy
I tell you I’m happy
That I’m not lost
I’m not lost, even if I’ve lost
I’m here
Always here
Always
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